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May 13, 2019 17:59:27

Been there first

by @efran PATRON | 200 words | 554🔥 | 554💌


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In my mind there is this stupid feeling when I am always telling myself I have been, seen, discovered that particular thing first.

It always comes to my mind if someone traveled to the country I've already been or shared the song I 've already listened a year ago. It's not the finest attribute of me but I just cannot help myself. It's not that I would brag about it and commenting the pictures and saying hey I saw everything and you are lame but the feeling is inside me hehe.  It's usually connected if someone shares too many pics from one place or in general just talk a lot about the thing. 

But I know I should be more nice and wishing. It is bothering me I shouldn't even care haha it is so stupid cuz you never first. I mean I am never first either its just this feeling somewhere in my head that I am better.

I hope I am not alone with this :D. But its important I am not saying all these things out loud It's hidden just inside me.

I promise I am gonna stop thinking about it. :) Take care.


Stay with me. Efran.

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    @efran Perhaps you can make one small shift from focusing on what you know to what you don't know. When someone has been to a place you have been, odds are they experienced something you didn't.

    Brandon Wilson avatar Brandon Wilson | May 13, 2019 09:44:47
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      @brandonwilson ... I will just not care hehe

      Efran avatar Efran | May 14, 2019 13:33:26
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