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Apr 14, 2019 20:48:40

Finding My Balance

by @Kimi8 | 480 words | 🐣 | 8💌

Kim Anderson

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After years of shutting the world out and pushing people away I have decided to climb out of the dark never ending hole I found myself in. The depression and anxiety meds are now all gone. I make it a point to leave the house 4 times a week and working on more. The fear I had of so many changes from the death of my brother, helping my nephew dry-out while he waited to get into rehab and watching my children hit milestones that whispered in my ear that they no longer needed me to hold their hands, kiss a boo boo or to live a full-time life as Mom. That was the biggest change for me as I have been a stay at home Mom for 24 years.

My children have all grown now and have their own worlds as I looked around after hearing that whisper, I knew I needed to find me, find the next chapter but this one I would be the main character. What the heck should I do? After thinking for months in January I enrolled in several courses and started to get out and meet new people and somewhere along the way I have found a path. I am now a Reiki Practitioner and by the end of July will be a Reiki Master/Teacher. Once I have hours in and insurance set up I can practice and earn money as an energy healer. I have also taken a life coaching course and a Mindfulness course. I make it a point to mediate daily and to find ways to breathe through life! I also bought an old fashion tea pot and have learned to love afternoon tea! What I thought would have been a sad messy chapter has turned into a calm one as I am learning to find my balance. I quit Yoga due to my downward spiral but now have signed up starting in May. I will feel awkward at the studio but this is the path I need to take to get back to my old self so I no longer care what people say because I am not a size 6 or lower like the majority at the studio. I am doing this for me not them. 

So on a good note Debbie Downer was down like 3 lbs today! I gained 4 on holidays last week and already dropped 3 so I am inspired to rock this world and smash my goals. I promise my 200 words won't always be weight related I am known to be Kr8tive so stay tune my entries will improve. I just wanted everyone to know a little about me and I am the kinda girl who owns her shit so there now you know!

Game of Thrones season 8 premiere is about to air so time to shut down and I will be back tomorrow!

Many Blessings xo

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    @Kimi8 It sounds like you are on the right path. I'm glad to see you are taking steps to move yourself forward.

    Brandon Wilson avatar Brandon Wilson | Apr 14, 2019 22:41:05
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      @brandonwilson thanks Brandon I was stalled for so long but I am moving again!

      Kim Anderson avatar Kim Anderson | Apr 15, 2019 09:24:42
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    @Kimi8 Awesome news and amazing to hear you're finding your path. Don't give up and continue getting out to make new connections and friends. All the best for your future plans as a Reiki Master :) Sounds cool ... What is that exactly?

    Jack Lyons avatar Jack Lyons | Apr 14, 2019 19:01:24
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      @jacklyons Thanks Jack! Reiki Master is an energy healer. I help balance the chakras that lie within each of us. It has made a huge difference every since I started getting balanced. If you ever get a chance try it!

      Kim Anderson avatar Kim Anderson | Apr 15, 2019 09:26:36
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