STOP DON'T DO IT! OH NO YOU NEED TO STOP! DON'T TAKE YOUR PAINTS.
But... but I just wanted to draw... I have a brilliant idea for my picture!
FORGET ABOUT THIS! YOU WON'T DRAW! YOU NEED TO SURF THE SOCIAL MEDIA! DRAWING DOESN'T GIVE YOU PROFIT!!!
Okay... I'll try it another time...
This is my dialogue with myself, when I want to do what I love, specially painting. It's just my unhealthy wish to earn money as soon as possible imbues me that everything need to have cost. (Oh, no, that's my wish, so I imbued it.) The most big problem is that I don't earn money on the current moment.
Sometimes, I think about everything in point of a work — I forget that work isn't only one aspect in life. I guess, that I'm not alone and people have the same problem.
So, you can do something just because you love it.
Today I wanted to draw again... I had the first dialog in my head, but I decided to continue this dialogue.
But surfing social media don't give me profit too.
AND WHAT? WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SAY?
I want to say that hobbies mustn't give profit. So, I want to draw. I love it. I love this feeling when you finish your cartoon. I'm going to take paper and pencil.
I drew sketch.