I think that I got ill — I am watching movies for the second day already and doing nothing. I'm like a potato on a ranch of my cousin.
This behavior makes me worry. I am stuck.
How to start work again? How to disable my distraction?
Maybe, I'm doing something wrong and this is a cause of my potato life?
What am I doing wrong? Oh, really?! Am I asked this stupid question? This question is stupid because I know what I'm doing wrong. I know how to improve it.
I just need to do it.
Sometimes I imagine how I need to improve these problems, my behavior... but it looks like a reachable unreachable reality. It feels too close, but too far far away from me. I don't know what to do and I know what to do.
I have an inner conflict. How did it appear?
I guess I know how — the cause is a fear of something new. I'm afraid to change, but I want and imagine it.
Is it the right reason? I don't know. I came up with it just now.
Maybe, I overthink?
People often overthink when they can just to start to solve a problem.
Usually, problems appear in our minds — they don't exist in reality.
Today's my 200 words looks like public masturbation, because I show something intimate.