I saw a list of the top 10 fears people have. I have 3. Needles, height and darkness. So I am no stranger to fear. Fear and I have spent quality time with each other.
My biggest fear however isn't any of the top 10.
With each passing year, my fears have evolved around the people in my life.
I feel the need to solve their problems and to take care of them. It is a natural urge I have even when I meet people for the first time. I feel my purpose in life is being there for people.. especially with their emotional needs. A lot of career personality tests have all predicted that I should be in counseling or social work.
So my biggest fear is not having the time and the ability to be there, to help and care for the people I love. Particularly my immediate family. I fear that I may not have enough time and money to spoil them. Though it feels like a race against time, I want to give my parents everything they need and want in their retirement.
I know what I want to do, it's the how that I am yet to figure out.
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