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Jun 24, 2019 21:24:28

why I don't

by @lucjah PATRON | 200 words | 🐣 | 398💌


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Why I don't read almost any posts?

Because it's Summer here, this unique time when there actually is light and Sun and warmth, windows can be open instead of being caulked with whatever works, going out doesn't demand putting endless layers of clothing and not forgetting a hat, gloves, scarf... another scarf, as it might be colder than it seems. And... because reading other interesting posts, in the light of my own lame ones, makes me feel envious and depressed (despite the light and the warmth).

Why I don't write interesting posts in that case?

I don't know...

I know why I don't write one today. Because if my post is not ready until around 6 pm, I start feeling pressure that "I have to do it!" and my mind goes blank, because it's the second day I have an excruciating headache (NO idea why, I am not the headache kind of person), because I have been running like crazy the whole day and there is no fuel left for my bain, because (oh, that's a general problem) I want my posts to be so damn special, clever and funny, that I cannot measure to the standard, because, because, because...


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    @lucjah this post was pretty special, clever and funny, in your own way and style. ;)

    Jason Leow avatar Jason Leow | Jun 25, 2019 20:42:47
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      @jasonleow THANK YOU! And thank you for still reading my posts... I am months behind now in my own reading... SHAME ON ME SHAME SHAME SHAME :-/

      Lucjah avatar Lucjah | Jul 07, 2019 15:03:23
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    @lucjah - don't forget to drink water! I noticed I haven't been reading as many posts here lately either. Maybe it is the summer time. :-) ( I read this one - and enjoyed it. )

    Brian Ball avatar Brian Ball | Jun 24, 2019 23:34:33
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      @brianball Thank you <3
      I do drink water! Mindfully and on regular basis :-)
      I do notice my cognitive power drops (even lover) with dehydration
      ( @philh and ARE YOU DRINKING WATER?)

      Lucjah avatar Lucjah | Jul 07, 2019 15:05:10
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